As promised, here is the tale of Serah Weaver... who is this mystery person and what is the meaning behind my constant searching? Serah Weaver is in fact a woman... although, the choir would argue that she is actually a New-Half or pre-op transgender (She-Male). Genitalia and gender are the absolutely least important piece of Serah Weaver... she is my twin flame and answer to every prayer and desire in a person. As you've probably figured out thus far, Serah Weaver doesn't exist in my life... hence the constant searching. The name is from two sources: Serah Farron, from the Final Fantasy Series, and Sigourney Weaver, the famous actress... two things I've loved deeply since childhood, Final Fantasy and Alien. Okay, now that we've got that covered, what makes Serah Weaver so ideal... what type of fantasy person has your sick, twisted, deviant mind dreamt into existence? Well, thank you for asking... please, allow me to continue. Serah Weaver enjoys the same things in life that I do... video games, various forms of art (writing, sculpting, making music), silence, watching DVDs in bed while eating popcorn, animals, horror movies, fantasy creatures (fairies, elves, trolls), magic (lore and ritual), ancient civilizations, myths and legends, and spiritual experiences. It would be a communion of the mind and spirit... whether it was to just sit in silence reflecting on life or abducting, torturing, and slowly killing random people. We would be in sync, complementing each other and working together in all situations of life. Serah would be kind and thoughtful, but also firm and assertive when needed. She would have a great sense of humor and highly intelligent. She would find joy in the simple things in life and would understand my complex way of thinking. Feeling love would no longer be a dream, but rather a reality... I would feel it in her eyes and words and it would warm the very depths of my being. When she wraps her arms around me, all of the negative energies and vibrations would be replaced by a comforting cocoon of love and peace and for the first time in my life I would know what a real embrace was and how it could make your soul quench for more. Some would argue, that Serah Weaver is just a fantasy or perhaps even a perverse and offensive idea... of course, those people would be hypocrites because who hasn't thought about their "perfect" partner? Serah Weaver could be the girl next door or perhaps even one of you reading this right now. Maybe, just maybe though, Serah Weaver isn't another person out there that needs to be found... perhaps Serah Weaver is really the missing pieces of myself that I've yet to discover. Where is your Serah Weaver... and will you ever find them?
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