Fucking people suck... that's all there is to it. Perhaps it my inability to understand the boundaries of appropriateness when talking with people. I always get thrown into the trash pile before even given a fraction of a chance. I don't know what to do better or how to act the way that is expected... already my mind warps as this becomes all my fault. A week or so ago, my pain specialist asked me, "If you could do anything in this world to make you happy, what would it be?". I looked at her and answered, "I'd be a serial killer.". When asked why, I told her " The sound of hearing someone suffer is soothing to me... I want the world to suffer like I have'". Looking back, it's no wonder I feel this way... I can't wait to get off this rock. Humanity is a disease. I am actually starting to feel happy about the tumor they found in my jaw....
Listen & Feel
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